Update

Ok everyone kallies first incision was made at 8:55 and they should update me every hour or hour and a half. As far as i know everything is ok. SO we are just sitting her in the waiting room and like i said it will prolly be a 4 hour surgery so i will keep and up date everytime i get one..

Made it...

Ok so yesterday we made our way up to Charlotte. Yesterday we checked into the hotel, found some food and then found the hospital to make sure were it was. So this morning at 6 we checked into the hospital and the they did some pre op stuff for the sedated echo and for tomorrows surgery. She did wonderful then they discarged her an hour later then we were able to go home... We have one long day ahead of us tomorrow. We will have to be at the hospital at 530 tomorrow morning, then they will prep her for her surgery. The surgery will start at 730 tomorrow morning. Dr. Peeler told me and justin that it would be a 3-4 hour surgery.. They will mend the top hole in her heart and the one in the bottom. So she is with us tonight for one last night... :( But I know God's hand is working in the situation. I just ask every one to say a prayer for us..

Tears....

This past weekend was a little hard for me. Tomorrow we will be on our way to Charlotte for my Kallies heart surgery.. I would have to keep my self busy to keep from thinking about it. Justin mentioned to me Friday i think it was, "Why is the house so clean all the time?" I just laughed at him... The truth is that i have to clean to keep my mind off of everything. I am just that person that worry to much and i need to stop.. I know everything will be ok but its just that inital shock that its heart surgery and its on my baby. Everything is in the Lords hands and she has alot of people praying for her. Saturday night i spent the night with my mom and the tears came from then on. I had nothing to do to keep my mind off of it.

Sunday morning i was sitting on the bed with my mom and kallie and me and mom just started to talk and then came more tears..Its the fact that i wont be able to hold her when i want, feed her, and play with her. I know this is the best for her so she can get better but it is so hard for me. I am so thankful that my parents are coming up with me for the first week. Also Justins mom will be there Wednesday night and Thursday. I thank the Lord every day for both of them.

Later Sunday afternoon I went with my mom to visit my grandma so she could see Kallie before her surgery. My Aunt Wanda , Ashley and her little girl came also to she her.. And they gave the best gift every. My aunts church took up a love offering for Kallie to help us with gas and hotel stay while we are up there. With this said came a lot more tears. Its things like that, that let me know that it's in God's hands and my little girl will ok.

I am going to talk about a really hard subject for me . My Uncle past away this January. I miss him more than words could explain. Some nights I just sit rocking Kallie in the middle of the night in her room and just talk to him. It makes me feel closer to him. They say when God gives us one the takes away one but I never in a million years thougth it would be my uncle

monkey. But now I know that Kallie has her a Gardian Angel watching over her to tell her (and me)that everything will be ok.

So will all this said I have stonger faith and love. But while sitting here and typing this more tears came. But I know its okay to cry and know alot more will come until she I out of surgery and ok.

Daddy Time!!!

Ok so i just have to share this picture.. It just completely melts my heart. Kallie is finally laughing now and it is completey adroable... I always wondered what my childs laugh would sound like and it is even more amazing than i ever thought that it would be .

The ABC's of me....

Ok so I am new to this whole blog thing but i figured why not. So i am giving it a try. I will first start out with you getting to know me a little better by doing my abcs....

A. Age: 22

B. Bed Size: Queen (at first i thought this was a great size then i found out that my husband loves to stretch out... So therefore i would love a King)

C. Chore you dislike: Cleaning the toliet

D. Dogs: Just one Levi ( a daushund) He is the most spoiled dog ever..

E. Essential start to your day: Feeding my daughter..

F. Favorite Color: Pink

G. Gold or Silver: silver

H. Height: 5' 6"

I. Instruments you've played: Lets say that is none.. I am musicaly challenged but love listening to it..

J. Job Title: First and formost its a wife and mommy then sales rep/manager

K. Kids: Kallie Elizabeth ( 4 Months )

L. Live: New Bern, NC

M. Mother's name: Sandra Denise

N. Nicknames: Well lets start out with school (thanks to Erica, Melissa, and Brittany) MegWeg which i never really cared for.. Then work.. The old manager used to call me Meg cat... That was alright But mostly i go by Meg.. Thanks to my shanna..

O. Overnight Hospital stay: Only when i had Kallie and that was only four nights but here in the next two weeks i will be in Charlotte for my daughters heart surgery..

P. Pet peeves: When people dont push in the chairs and when my husband leaves cabinet doors open( cause i have walked into quite a few)

Q. Quote from a movie: "Why you wanna me marry for anyhow?" " So i can kiss you anytime i want" - Sweet Home Alabama

R. Righty or Lefty: right

S. Siblings: Ryan

T. Time you wake up: When every my daughter cries

U. Underware: Yes.. ??? I guess this is what you are wanting

V. Vegetables you don't like: Brussel Sprouts ( but the funny thing is i like cabbage, so i guess its the texure)

W. What makes you run late: Well usually i dont, but the other day it was because i locked my keys and phone in the house... What a story..

X. X-rays you've had: Zero

Y. Yummy food you make: Its a toss between stir fry and my chicken parmesan ( because Justin always asks me to fix it)

Z. Zoo animal Favorites: I have always loved giraffes even though i could i have fed one two years ago justin and his mom made me miss it... sniff sniff